tabby cat diaries

hazy nostalgia of feeling so sad and yet so happy

i want to feel that again, but can't

my sunken eyes desperate to go home

and yours blank and unchanging

i will never feel comfortable.

your spectacle in the tides of my love

heartbeat palpitations i lay in bed in this euphoric blank stare

the warmth in the sheer repetition of your nonexistent rhythm turned into limp motions

confirming to your disatisfied heart that the thing you loved is still in your heart's deepest corner

I Will Never Feel Comfortable

i don't know what to do.

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sensations of 25k hz penile discomfort

shimmering dry throat with bittersweet semen

all i do everyday is masturbate and stare at my laptop screen doing nothing

i wish i could break every fucking mirror that lied to me

exploding head syndrome as i try to sleep at 5am

a nightly resignation into your living quarters

Campanella

i am so frustrated with my ugliness, i want to be loved but i do not want anyone to have to love something so pathetic. i masturbate, i sit in silence, i get angry, and i try to find comfort in things that i used to adore so much, but no longer find anything but a reminder of my own self.

☆★☆★☆~Habet Nyal Maganin~☆★☆★☆

i want to be tied up, fucked and killed as fast as possible so that i have no guilty conscious

i cannot draw, i cannot make music, i am talentless, and so i cut and talk to people who i will never be close to, ending my day in the same bed where i lay all day

Digital Lullaby In The Current Of Never-ending Self-abusive Inaction (Recorded In The Midst Of Another Cyclical Faggot Dread!)

recorded in the midst of another cyclical faggot-dread

i don't know what to do

strange warmth gosha​-​e​-​dil

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2 more fucking years

burst of

tabby cat diaries - Untitled

Kitten Liturgy - Untitled

Digital Lullaby in the Current of Never-Ending Self-Abusive Inaction

Digital lullaby in the current of never​-​ending self​-​abusive inaction (recorded in the midst of another cyclical faggot dread​!​)

Hwh1222

all i do everyday is masturbate and stare at my laptop doing nothing

i made some hot chocolate today but now it's cold chocolate

burst of [Untitled]

02-11-22

i remember seeing a black cat with its stomach torn and bloody sitting carelessly on the gate

Dimorphic love

I wish I could be left alone

I know I am to be spiritually alone

Tabby Cat Diaries - Your spectacle in the tides of my love

Tabby Cat Diaries - Heartbeat palpitations I lay in bed in this euphoric blank stare

Tabby Cat Diaries - The warmth in the sheer repetition of your nonexistent rhythm turned into limp motions

Tabby Cat Diaries - Digital lullaby in the current of never-ending self-abusive inaction (recorded in the midst of another cyclical faggot dread!)

Tabby Cat Diaries - Confirming to your disatisfied heart that the thing you loved is still in your heart's deepest corner

Kigurumi Fetish - Dimorphic love

Kigurumi Fetish - I wish I could be left alone