ekoda

you're nothing

i want to forget everything about you so i can get to know you all over again.

i just want friends.

are you truly here for me?

felt empty

where do i go from here?

you lied to me.

beginning of the end

karma.

summer's almost over, my life is getting claustrophobic, and my mom is dying.

i'm falling apart.

you don't have to believe me, i'll be dead anyways.

why do you hurt me?

staring into the blue box in the corner. It lights up the room and makes me dream again.

suicide

polaris

tears down my cheek

asleep

never again

The feeling of your cold breath on my neck. pt. 1

false character.

amnesia

communication went awry.

forever hurt

rain simulation

death of asukrai

sort of light

nobody ever wanted you, just hide in your room.

lying to myself

no matter how much you change, nothing will be fixed.

i want to die

memories are killing me.

So many dreams about you and me.

ok.

apologies mean nothing.

realization

medication

pain

succumb to sadness

stupid decisions lead to regrets.

thoughts

constellation

the first time, i was sad, now im depressesd.

sapphire

♡ nicole ♡

interlude

you're

flatline

dark

refrain